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HMP Wormwood Scrubs

My Policeman

HMP Wormwood Scrubs is the setting of Patrick Hazlewood’s prison account in February 1959, a place where institutional routine and restricted communication turn writing into both a daily resource and a form of witness. Seen through Patrick’s first-person narration, the prison is not described through a comprehensive survey of its buildings or administration. Instead, it emerges in selected spaces and repeated procedures: the cell, D Hall, the library, and the hospital wing, alongside the rules governing work, meals, and letters. Those details make confinement concrete while showing how the prison narrows Patrick’s contact with the world beyond it.

Arrival and confinement

Patrick’s account begins after his arrest and trial, with the prison understood as the latest stage in a sequence of closed doors. He recalls the knock at his home in the middle of the night, a night in the cells at Brighton Police Station, his appearance in court, and the journey away from the dock. These recollections place HMP Wormwood Scrubs within a larger progression from arrest to imprisonment; they also show that Patrick is writing after the legal proceedings have already altered his life. The prison is not an isolated episode but the continuing consequence of what has happened outside it.

The dated account locates him there in February 1959. His hands are so cold that he can hold a pen only briefly before having to stop and wait for them to recover. The physical difficulty of writing is not incidental: it makes the page a limited, hard-won space of activity within a life governed by confinement. Patrick nevertheless insists on setting down words. The act gives shape to experience when ordinary movement and communication have been curtailed, and it turns the prison account itself into a record made under constraint.

Patrick credits Bert with enabling him to write. Bert offers to conceal anything Patrick wants hidden and knows how to keep it from the prison authorities. The exchange establishes a practical relationship of trust inside the institution: writing is possible, but its preservation depends on another prisoner’s assistance. Bert’s offer also gives Patrick a way to begin his narrative, directing him away from the events of arrest and trial and toward the person who has helped him write. HMP Wormwood Scrubs is thus presented not only as a site of surveillance, but as a setting where prisoners’ relationships can create small, conditional openings.

Routine, work, and restricted space

By thirteen weeks into his sentence, Patrick has become accustomed to the prison’s routine. His account gives its sequence precisely: a 6:30 a.m. buzzer, rising, slopping out, washing with cold water, and shaving with an allocated blunt blade. He has also been placed on association, which allows him to eat with other men rather than take every meal alone in his cell. The change is limited but meaningful. A regulated opportunity to share meals alters the terms of his isolation without removing the routine that structures each day.

Patrick works in the prison library, a position that provides access to exercise books and pens and therefore supports the writing that frames his account. The name promises more than the collection delivers. The books are dirty and outdated, and the available reading includes a 1930s guide to maintaining Norton motorcycles, a history of the village of Ripe, a book on Middle Eastern coinage, a study of Latvian dress, and a 1905 biography of William of Orange. Patrick’s precise inventory conveys both the meagreness of the selection and the distinction between having access to books and having access to the books one actually wants to read.

The library is dingy, but somewhat warmer than other parts of the prison, and one radiator works. The warder in charge, O’Brien, spends much of the day demanding silence and refusing requests, though his deafness means that prisoners can speak quietly among themselves. These details make the library a workplace shaped by supervision but not wholly sealed against conversation. Its value to Patrick is practical as well as symbolic: the work gives him materials for writing, while the room’s imperfectly enforced quiet permits low-voiced exchange.

Communication and life beyond the prison

The prison’s rules limit Patrick’s correspondence to one letter received and one reply every fortnight. Most of the letters he has received are from his mother, typed after she dictates them to Nina. They deal with ordinary subjects such as the weather, neighbours, and supper, rather than her health. Their domestic content offers a narrow connection to life outside, but the infrequency and controlled terms of the exchange also mark its limits.

A short, formal letter from Marion Burgess asks permission to visit. Patrick first considers refusing, then changes his mind because Marion is his only link to Tom. He has heard nothing from Tom since the arrest and says that he can scarcely bear to consider the meaning of that silence. He hopes Marion may bring a message, or that Tom might come with her. The possibility remains uncertain: the letter does not promise contact with Tom, and Patrick’s hope is attached to a visit that has not yet taken place. HMP Wormwood Scrubs therefore becomes the point from which Patrick measures an absence as well as a sentence.

When Marion does come to visit, Patrick admits that he had considered letting her arrive and then leaving her waiting, but decides not to reject her. The visit is an important change from correspondence at a distance to face-to-face contact, though the supplied account does not establish what passes between them during it. Its significance lies in Patrick’s decision to accept the meeting and in the continuing place Marion occupies as his connection to Tom.

Narrative significance

Patrick’s account makes the prison legible through recurring contrasts: enforced routine against the freedom to write, restricted letters against the wish to reach Tom, and institutional supervision against the small accommodations of friendship and conversation. The library supplies paper and pens, while Bert supplies help in protecting the writing; neither removes the conditions under which Patrick must compose it. The material details are therefore part of the narrative’s method, not merely background.

HMP Wormwood Scrubs also frames a change in Patrick’s expectations. At first, he imagines that someone will recognize a mistake and that the doors will reopen. Thirteen weeks later, he describes himself as accustomed to the routine and performing it with a detached acceptance. That adjustment does not amount to a resolution: his questions about Tom and his reliance on Marion’s possible message remain. The prison’s importance to the account rests in this tension between adaptation to daily confinement and an unresolved emotional life beyond it.

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